Pasture

I am in a pasture. I know that in this pasture, the Lord is teaching me all the things I will need for when I move out of this pasture. Like King David...as he was literally in the pasture tending to the sheep...the Lord was preparing him for all the things He would use for His glory later on down the road when he moved out of his pasture. Do I know where or what the Lord is preparing me for? Absolutely not. Am I excited and having faith and trusting the Lord with each step? Absolutely! I do know this, whatever I do, wherever I go, and whatever comes my way...I will do it all for the glory of the Lord. In 1 Corinthians 10:31, it says that whatever we eat or drink or whatever we do, do it for the glory of the Lord. That is my purpose. My purpose is to glorify the Lord. That is why I am here...and that is what I want and am going to do. No, I am not perfect, and I will have some days where my thoughts or actions are not glorifying the Lord, but I am striving to take every thought captive. I am striving to glorify the Lord and to shine shine shine for Him.

Not only is my purpose to glorify the Lord in everything, but it is yours too. Are you glorifying the Lord with the way you are living, thinking, acting, and in all areas of your life? We all have the exact same purpose...are you striving to fulfill this purpose?

Hello Emotion

I know I have blogged about tearing up in Caribou before, but it happened AGAIN, today. As I was jumping onto facebook, I saw a status that caught my eye. Immediately, as if on cue, I began to tear up...tears of joy, tears of excitement, tears of sadness. You see, my younger brother got his packet today...his packet that will release him from the marine corp. I had happy tears of joy for him finally beginning to close this chapter and move on, excitement of what is ahead for him, and then sad tears because of having to say goodbye to the corp. I know that this is a good thing...I know that the Lord has great things in store for Adam...I am so happy for him. As I called him, tearfully, I could just hear the excitement in his voice...he is looking down the road. He knows that the next little bit is going to be busy, turing in gear, and signing papers, but he is ready for this door to close and to move forward. He shared many aspects of good news he has received today, and my heart is so full of all kinds of emotion for him. I am so thankful for Adam, for his willingness to serve our country, for his faithfulness, and just admire his constant strive to press on even when the times are tough. Even though he is my younger brother, I have always admired his strength. He is a rock...but he has the biggest heart.

Adam, I am so proud of you, so thankful for you, and I love you so very much. I look forward to seeing what the Lord has in store for your life, and all the amazing things you are going to do! You are amazing. You have been through so much, seen way too much, and yet, you are still Adam.

Okay...I need a tissue :)

Crazy Love

Crazy Love. I am talking about a love that is so overwhelming, so life altering, that you just want to cry. That is the love I have for my Savior. Each day, as I dive into His Word, and as I strive to have a closer relationship with Him...I fall more in love. This is not just a simple kind of love. This is a crazy, go all out, cry in the middle of the mall, shout it to the roof tops kind of love. I am learning and growing everyday.

I am also reading through the book Crazy Love. In the second chapter, Francis Chan tells about a young girl whose desire was to really infest others lives for Jesus. She wanted to leave a legacy from her young life...a legacy that mattered. A legacy that honored Christ. As I read through the second chapter, I was brought to tears just thinking about how much time is wasted in life. We worry about money and the clothes on our back, when in Matthew 6, Jesus reminds us that the birds are provided for, what would make us think that He wouldn't provide for us? I call that a smack in the face. Hello people. We are wasting our time, our thoughts, and our energy on things that Christ will take care of for us. No, I am not saying quit your job...I am saying that even at your job, or whatever you do...show Christ. A friend of mine shared once that while working in a business, someone did him wrong and still got paid for her half...did he complain about it? No. Sure, it upset him, but he chose in the moment to represent Christ. Even though we have a particular job to do, we can show Christ in whatever we do. In 1 Corinthians 10:31 it says that whatever we eat, whatever we drink, and whatever we do, to do it all for the glory of God. Are we doing this? Are we glorifying God in all we do? As I type this, I am reflecting on my life...and things that I do...am I glorifying God in my life? Am I showing Christ in the work place? Am I showing Christ to my friends and my family?

This love that I have...this crazy love that I have for my Jesus...I just want to shout it out loud. I want to spread Jesus in everyone I see. I want everyone I come in contact with to become so infected with Jesus and to be filled with this crazy joy I have, and to have this continual song of praise in their hearts.

I have changed the words to Michael Buble's song Crazy Love a bit...this is a song that represents Jesus...

He can hear my heartbeat for a thousand miles, and the heavens open up everytime He smiles. And when I go to Him, that's where I belong, and I'm running to Him like a river strong. He gives me love love love love Crazy Love. He's got a fine sense of humor when I am feeling low down, and when I go to Him when the sun goes down, He takes away my troubles, He takes away my griefs, takes away my heartache, in the night like a theif. He gives me love love love love Crazy Love. Yes I need Him in the daytime, and I need Him in the night, I want to wrap my arms around Him and hug Him tight. He gives me love love love love Crazy Love.

I have so much love its awesome. My heart has grown.

Jesus...I am so in love with You.

Sweet Hour of Prayer

This doesn't happen alot, but it has happened atleast once a week over the past 3 weeks. I will wake up randomly in the middle of the night...WIDE awake. No going back to sleep. This is a kind of awake and alertness to where I want to put my running shoes on and sprint out the door...but I feel that at 3AM that might be a little unsafe. So, what is a gal to do when she is awoken at 230 in the morning? Pray. I get out of my bed and head to the couch. For the next however long, I just pray. Let me tell you...it is the sweetest time. My mom used to tell me growing up that if you wake up in the middle of the night, it is the Lord calling you to prayer. That has really stuck with me. A few weeks ago when this happened, I immediately knew what I needed to pray specifically for. So, next time you wake up at a random time during your sleeping period, take it as a call from Jesus to get on yours knees. If you don't have something specific to pray for, pray for everything and everyone. Talk to Jesus. Nothing is sweeter than spending time with Him in the wee hours of the morning.

Happy Sunday! Hope you have a wonderful time worshipping with your church family today!

Advice from an average runner

I like to run. It is fun and good exercise. I am just an average runner. I am not running in order to win, I am just running out of pure joy. I like to run in races, but it is more of a competition with myself and not with others. So from one average runner, I will like to share with you a bit of advice. Now this may not apply to you, but they are some of the tricks, issues, and things that I go thru when I run.

What no to eat before a run: Mexican food. You know what it does to you naturally, so, why would you eat it right before a run? Don't. I LOVE mexican food, but I have to wait at least 5 hours before a run if I eat it.

What I like to eat before a run: A milkshake. Strange, I know. I am not doing that this go round, but when I was training for my half marathon last year, I would eat a milkshake on the way home from work basically everyday and then go straight out to run once I got home. Some of my best runs were on days that I had a milkshake.

What I eat/drink before a 10miler: cup of black coffee and a gel pack...then half way thru the run, another gel pack. This gets me going and I can run non stop.

After I run: I shower...because I stink. Then, I go about my day.

I know that stretching is a good thing to do, but I never stretch before or after a run.

If you do not want to be noticed while you run, here are 2 things that I do: 1) I wear a hat and sunglasses...it is like my disguise, and I mentally think no one can see me or 2) go running when it is dark outside. now that is fun!!

If I hurt after a run, I get over it. No pain, no gain.

Music...gotta have good music. Although, my ipod was dead the other day and my run was amazing...maybe that is just because I had a lot of thoughts running through my head...thoughts like, jokes, blogs, books, Bible study...everything under the sun.

Okay...there is some advice that you can probably choose to ignore (except don't ignore the mexican part).

High.

I am so high on Jesus. Such an incredible weekend at my incredible church with my incredible church family...did I say how incredible it was...well, it was just plain amazing!!! On Saturday morning I went to the small group leader rally...no, I am not a small group leader, but I would like to head one up one of these days. Anyway, I got a lot out of it. Just with daily life and other groups that I am in, it just really prepared me and gave me a better mindset and how to look at things. Then, on Sunday morning, I served both services. Let me just tell you, the Bay team at Summit is pretty much the most amazing team ever. We have so much fun...laugh a lot, and just love those that come worship with us in the Bay. I could have stayed in the Bay all day yesterday and been so content. From welcoming, to counting money, to the insane amount of laughter, let me just say that when I left church yesterday, I was so full of the love of Jesus. He is all I need. He is the air that I breath, the song that I sing, the joy that I am so full of, He is everything.
So, today starts Day 1 of the Esther study! I am so pumped! There are around 11 of us that are doing the study and keeping each other accountable in our daily quiet times! I am so excited and thankful to have all these women who have a love for Christ and a desire to draw closer to Him!

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